...damn I feel this world of supposed to be intelligent humans, to just be overfilled with stupidity. ...that being including my own way of sometimes getting so weakened, that I find myself having fallen right into long periods of down-dumming environments messing me up. (8 August, 13:55, 2017, Back in Berlin) While feeling obandoned and…
Karlovy Vary | Hotel Imperial |Childhood
My fairytale like childhood memories ... I grew up (partly) on a mountain street called Nebozizek, right bellow Hotel Imperial. My neighbour friends and I (me with the boys) used to climb up the steep mountain side from down our street and all the way up to this hotel, where we would arrive right into…
The Inner Scream
I forgot too much of the wisdom that I had found long ago. I forgot and found myself having fallen horribly deep into this terrible dream, till all I could hear was My Inner Scream. He was Terrence Trent D'Arby, and he was clearly to me, already then, during my late teens, here to learn…
Journeys Without Time
Still trying to understand how I get to these places, ...or ralms of percieving, through-out mind and further on as if out or just stretched away from the density of pure physical existence, where I feel more like a guest presence or a highly sensing observer, awareness or soul. In one scenery, I noticed that…
Poetic Methaphoric MESSAGE OF LOVE
To my love ...
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Was feeling tortured with countless small traumas having become too many. Came down here feeling not only heartbroken but also as if guts broken inside. I managed, my cousins bad way of taking my state of feeling, very well though. Crazy; first pressuring me to relax and unwind on commando, then accusing me of lying,…
I’m Sor-ting Ev-ry-thing In-side
Sitting here stranded. ...feeling lost in the world of humans. They always love my attention, my company, my caring, my opinions, viewpoints and advice. I've always been the resolving aid, the loving help and assistance when anyone is hurting and troubled. And we always resolve, heal and solve. But whenever I need such understanding, noone…