We all go in and out of states of being, where our ego due to suffering enough has swollen. In those times, when the ego is swollen, we are, roughly speaking, not of love but of selfpitty, which is as useless to everyone, and as selfdestructive to you and your everything, as the feeling of…
When we give in with or without ego at the wheel.
When we give in, as something have become too much for too long, naturally causing your system to become dysfunctional. Either you can't sleep, or can't wake up properly or both. You don't wanna be social, perhaps you don't even feel like going outside in the grey cold city winter scenery. Till eventually you don't…
Dismantling the feelings in writing
Going through every feeling, sensation, any tickle of any feeling, to figuring out some parts of what emotions are happening around and in writing. Whenever at any given time I think of it when I'm actually writing."What is it that I'm feeling right now here while writing." There are several things in it, from subject…
What is the real Purpose of negative/bad
To cut it out in big /make it black and white, to spell it out / feed it to you with a spoon, the purpose of negative/bad feeling whatever it may be, is realization.Love the negative.Feel grateful for Pain.Otherwise if you had an unnoticed cut, you'd bleed to death.From whatever negative/bad feeling anything, there is…
Profound Happiness
Personal experience about profound happiness, is apparently something everyone wants to know. And when I look around I guess I am extremely lucky, to have more than one of such experiences. Financial freedom and its independence always made me feel so good, being so free. But I have also felt wanting to give all of…