Searched for some kind of higher-wisdom people online (feeling lost n lonely in grey-energy crazy Berlin) and found a spiritual dating platform, checked it out and saw that people also just look for spiritual friends. So, hoping that spiritual would mean mostly wise as well, I set up a profile. A few guys wrote real "letters" (instead of just sending me the many prewritten icebreaker notes), and some sounded very nice and even sweet, and most of them rather amazed with my frank/honest, silly and weird long profile. One of those guys was only one year older than me, but checking his profile I noticed that he was looking for a vegan, and other nice things that didn't match with my profile at all. So I told him that in my reply, but he insisted that I sound interesting and so on. Everything sounded so nice and innocent. But somehow I was sensing a spoiled (and perhaps wealthy) individual in his messages. ..but telling myself that I might be wrong. After exchanging a few messages, he sent me a QUESTIONS LIST, because he was gonna come very close to my location, from the other side of the planet, which made it silly not to meet in real. Some of the questions seemed confirming to my impression of him, but then towards the end I got a bit confused with my own disbelief, ....then it all started bursting my innocent love bubble (as life too often does as well)! I had already answered most of his questions quite thoroughly, and written so much, that my bubble bursting was rather more like a balloon that suddenly had a little hole in it. So the air was going out extremely slow, and I stayed calm, within all respect, but with my heart falling slow-motion like a leaf from the highest tree, on a quiet day where the air seems to not be moving at all. It wasn't until I had sent the whole Q&A mail, that my balloon flattened completely, and my heart landed on the ground. Now I just wonder, why the hell this guy would be on a spiritual dating page!?, when I consider spiritual, to be of very high sensitivity and innocence, and some wisdom.