Greenhouse Berlin not only tortured my my well-being and thereby happiness and creativity, but it also taught me, that when we are tolerating ~ we are actually most of the time self-torturing. ….unless it is for someone we love/care deeply about, then it’s not so much torture as it is passionate caring of love. 

Another extremely soul shaking factor in this artist residence, was that when really residing in this madhouse, it shows you up close in several ways, a simplified version of why the world is the way it is. 

Here is a selection of some video-journal types of videos, which even a total stranger to the place and the people, will comprehend better than the management ever did, and also better than many, or what seems like most of the so-called artists …freaking bullsht artists, you gotta be, not to understand simple good-for-the-whole-type of things. 

• GREENHOUSE BERLIN DAY&NIGHT, episode1: the horror drama of living in this artist house. 

• GREENHOUSE BERLIN DAY&NIGHT, episode2: When life gives you lemons (don’t get sour) make lemonade.

• GREENHOUSE BERLIN DAY&NIGHT, episode3: SmilaZ version of the 6th floor. Always strulling in the dirrection of order and work environment, but having every effort sabotaged by the house management (and eventually she indirectly got thrown out by Andy Korb (on speed and backstabbing behaviour) who spent time gradually getting on his side for this idea, the co’manager/office woman Emma Braslawski, who was never spending any time on the 6floor, and was therefore completely oblivious to any of the real true situations of what actually goes on in this damn house. 

• GREENHOUSE BERLIN DAY&NIGHT, episode4: The new guy Eitan, who togetherwith the Spanish Hugo, became SmilaZ favourite people of the 6th floor, because they always cleaned, cooked, chatted n hung out, are sensitive, sensible, lovely and friendly to live with and to be around. Here eitan is working on his Antique and analog film gear (always doing something nice (instead of drugs and discust). 

• GREENHOUSE BERLIN DAY&NIGHT, episode5: When sometimes children are the best company, easy going, funloving playful and more limitlessly creative. Here Maya and Mila/SmilaZ give a damn about the adult world, and just dance it all away, having innocent fun. Maya is the daughter of one of the so-called-artists Simun (leadinng a party life like most people in the GHB~greenhouse berlin). 

• GREENHOUSE BERLIN DAY&NIGJT, episode6: Maya 13yrs old, is a fun girl. From all the playing with SmilaZ iPad, here is a compilation; a slideshow with artists, and a video of Maya herself HILARIOSLY expressing her discoveries of application effects. 

• GREENHOUSE BERLIN DAY&NIGHT, episode7: THE DIRT DRAMA, when SmilaZ struggles for order and cleanliness was picked up by Hugo and Eitan.