Love Is Something You Can Grow Into

Love has so much more to it than just the mere falling in love and raising children, much of which is mere illusions and attachments, and the nature of ego who's job rather is to keep us well and alive, and not to be sticking its nose into our relationships and what not. Love is…

ON THE SEXUAL NOTE

It seems that it should be natural for every being, to be able to say...No-one can tell me when to feel what. No-one can command the nature of feeling the attraction between two like clockwork. Unless perhaps you aim for after or even during a woman's period, and then still! Everybody ticks a bit differently,…

Noticing My Obsession

It's interesting how I'm noticing the whole time, where all my writing keeps going. It looks like some obsession, and it feels full of urgency. But then I like the idea, that if something is urgent, then a sane human would become as if obsessed till the task is done, or till the issue has…

Gone From Planet Depression

I was all depressed, aparently all beat up. And I was still expecting to be in Germany or close, when this lady reminding me of my grandMother, came and said "I don't know where you come from, but here, you just have to be Your Best, because we take care of everything, and in that…

A Good Morning – in a bad world.

Very Typical Day In GermanyIt was a warm morning in a cold world. And even the sun was shining so bright and the sky was so blue.Within a few minutes conversations brought clouds, and sadness touched my heart, overwrote the healing sunlight.Wishing that my only friend in this world right here where I'm breathing in…

Perception on any subject

Wisdom says, to 'Never Part In Anger' The subject of monogamy is a perfect example of, how we're raised in ways/with ideas that cause us the kinds of  battles that separate us. Selfpitty accompanied with anger/hate, is what exist amongst us, though not as a rare thing, but as a part of our daily lives.…

Who Came Up With Conspiracy To Begin With

"Mom! The Beatles Started It!" Some say that CIA came up with the idea of ridiculing the word already decades ago. But the word con, we all seem to know. And to conspire, we also know the meaning of. So in the word itself we don't find anything unusual, especially it's ridiculing seems to be…

SmilaZ Today! A Bit Far Out

I have noticed something rather far out, silly, ridiculous but also outrageous, perhaps even a crazy kind of brilliant to many people. Or maybe totally pathetic to most. Well, it has come to my attention that aparently I write sentences of over a hundred words 😗...and as I know me in what feels like long…