It seems that it should be natural for every being, to be able to say...No-one can tell me when to feel what. No-one can command the nature of feeling the attraction between two like clockwork. Unless perhaps you aim for after or even during a woman's period, and then still! Everybody ticks a bit differently,…
Dear Diary, I’m Re-recognising My Life
Re-recognising My Life. My life has always set itself apart from the general. It's always been strange in that way. Since before I turned six, I'd run into that other children typically either didn't believe what I was telling about or couldn't relate to whatever I said, and would shockingly to me respond with anger.…
The Best Love 24/7
It was literally 24/7 and it had nothing to do with sex. It had not even anything to do with being best at the time. I grew up always having a best friend, even as I became a globetrotter I'd meet someone who then became my best friend. And the development of such a friendship…
Truth Too Far Out To Believe!?
As a kid I wondered alot about why my human family/my species would be selfdestructive. I had to make sense of it, somehow find an answer. Knowing nothing of politics and such, I concluded that it could only be some other influence, that is either confusing things or purposely tricking my humans. Because we humans…
Noticing My Obsession
It's interesting how I'm noticing the whole time, where all my writing keeps going. It looks like some obsession, and it feels full of urgency. But then I like the idea, that if something is urgent, then a sane human would become as if obsessed till the task is done, or till the issue has…
Gone From Planet Depression
I was all depressed, aparently all beat up. And I was still expecting to be in Germany or close, when this lady reminding me of my grandMother, came and said "I don't know where you come from, but here, you just have to be Your Best, because we take care of everything, and in that…
Perception on any subject
Wisdom says, to 'Never Part In Anger' The subject of monogamy is a perfect example of, how we're raised in ways/with ideas that cause us the kinds of battles that separate us. Selfpitty accompanied with anger/hate, is what exist amongst us, though not as a rare thing, but as a part of our daily lives.…
Who Came Up With Conspiracy To Begin With
"Mom! The Beatles Started It!" Some say that CIA came up with the idea of ridiculing the word already decades ago. But the word con, we all seem to know. And to conspire, we also know the meaning of. So in the word itself we don't find anything unusual, especially it's ridiculing seems to be…
SmilaZ Today! A Bit Far Out
I have noticed something rather far out, silly, ridiculous but also outrageous, perhaps even a crazy kind of brilliant to many people. Or maybe totally pathetic to most. Well, it has come to my attention that aparently I write sentences of over a hundred words 😗...and as I know me in what feels like long…
Asking Your Opinion
I hope you can't read this without answering 🙏Having always, since teenage times, been the one who people come to, with their big questions and their issues and dramas, I've only experienced success and good effects with my efforts of approaching such things.But whenever Ive ended up in trouble there's noone helping, and if anyone…