Going through every feeling, sensation, any tickle of any feeling, to figuring out some parts of what emotions are happening around and in writing. Whenever at any given time I think of it when I’m actually writing.
“What is it that I’m feeling right now here while writing.”

There are several things in it, from subject to subject, but one that fascinates me the most, is the sensation about wanting more better connection, ~ being heard fully and felt deeply.  Especially when you are one who can do exactly that yourself. They say it takes one to recognise one, and so it’s as if you’re eagerly waiting to do exactly that, identifying one of the other yous-out-there on this point.

Yet the odds of that happening via a commenting section, or a Blog might be damn small, but it can happen everywhere by any sources or corners turned, and at any time, so it is obviously best to speak ones truth at all times in general. …and its only more enlightening to know if you have any enemies at all also).

Besides moving about within the different environments and cultures of the world, to experience the you from within those differences of environment, to either experience the more fuller you, and/or to find your ultimately best place for you at this time, the other most intelligent thing to do, is to be real at all times and become the purest self you can be, if you want the chance to find your natural flow with everything and feel divine ~ so that you even become untouchable at times.

If you never show the real you, than no one has the chance to come to like you for all that whitch you. …ok, all that which you are.

…hm.. but what if its the which side of us all that makes luck happen or someone to fall in love with us!? And what if whitch is derived from “whith” as in “with” and/or within!?…what if it means the one who is with you /or within you!? 

Then it would signify your potentials, the you hidden within you, the you you can and are to become. But the chose is yours. Everyone can be a natural healer. All that whitch craft which none of us want to believe.

I love to ponder such things. How many of the amazing things  might there be, of those we as people don’t want to believe, but which are actually true!? Id like to know. I want to know. I’m curious. I know I don’t know everything and that I can on occasion be wrong. So I wanna know more and more, all the time. Especially since things keep changing….. Slightly faster than I’m taking things in, or so it seems at times. I guess that part of existence is fluctuating as well. Yeah…like everything.

So yeah in writing it is also fluctuating. On every level hey. It consist of so many things the writing, and they are all fluctuating.
In some writing cases the larger of feelings may be, as said, a longing for more better connection, but it could also be just wanting to share knowledge. Wanting to inspire, weather solutions or love or whatever. Or it could be even bussiness goals they set your focus and intent.
And so I wonder how many other free-writing writers out there, have noticed the feeling of longing for more better and I guess you can say fuller more sense ful feeling (fulfeeling/fulfilling?) connection???
And I wonder who else has had some discoveries of themselves like that within the feelings of writing….these more self-objective moments, where it’s as if you are observing you from somewhere more objective?

I love pondering things. I guess that is what writers do?

Any objections out there!? Anyone!?

Asside so many other things, I occasionally also use the “Guts Of My Universe” here, for myself, similarly as I would my journal notebook, and sometimes that can even be from the habit of occasional therapeutic effect (from writing in a journal).

Now weather it’s the same effect online or in typing, as it is on paper, of that I am not convinced…at this time.