I so clearly feel that theme of the world splitting into two (like cell division), in so many ways.

But to sum it down, the basic of it seems to be profound human connection, with not just each other, but gradually with everything.

And out of all my friends, out of all the people I know or just encounter, I notice I’m always feeling best after spending any moments with those who, just like I do, really listen (and /or even read what you say, tell, or share) without judgement, but rather with a sense of feeling with you. No critiques, no correction attempts, no fight/arguments ~ in other words No fears, ~ no suffering ego, big ~ swelled ego. Just that deeper connectedness.

At the same time everyone else is starting to feel like they’re titrering me out, just creating that exhausting and draining feeling, sometimes to the point where I physically feel as if collapsing right on the spot to rest or sleep it off.

With such encounters, with such people around, I feel waking up tired and uninterested in the day. And then it takes me anywhere between 1-3 hours to actually get up out of bed.

Simply said, the ones of us who really hear and feel-with each other, we are a network or even a tribe if you will, who are to be and stay close connected. This support network allows us to manage anything, even to go through hell, laughing all the way, so to say.