Ok, wait a minute here, ... no doubt that I am so lucky with so many things, and I am absolutely grateful for the person I am, ever was and have become. …blabla…have grown much more than I though would even be possible. I'm not even sure if I ever even thought about it. Nevermind…
Ann-Carina
She was 8 and I was 9. We were both in the after-school place. I was still pretty new there, but playing with playmobile stuff with some unmemorable-to-me friend, and we had pretty much just begun, as Ann-Carina arrived with a girlfriend who was asking us, if they could play along. We both accepted the…
I don’t know if she will be sad
DANIELA, .... full of lies, and going on about herself all the time. If you then eventually talk about you of something that matters, then she rapidly finds something to distract herself if not both of you with. When she gets a real chance to be a good friend she shows that she is not.…
When we give in with or without ego at the wheel.
When we give in, as something have become too much for too long, naturally causing your system to become dysfunctional. Either you can't sleep, or can't wake up properly or both. You don't wanna be social, perhaps you don't even feel like going outside in the grey cold city winter scenery. Till eventually you don't…
Dismantling the feelings in writing
Going through every feeling, sensation, any tickle of any feeling, to figuring out some parts of what emotions are happening around and in writing. Whenever at any given time I think of it when I'm actually writing."What is it that I'm feeling right now here while writing." There are several things in it, from subject…
What is the real Purpose of negative/bad
To cut it out in big /make it black and white, to spell it out / feed it to you with a spoon, the purpose of negative/bad feeling whatever it may be, is realization.Love the negative.Feel grateful for Pain.Otherwise if you had an unnoticed cut, you'd bleed to death.From whatever negative/bad feeling anything, there is…
My word is my wand
Nourished into your highest being.
Pure Wonders Of Truly Meeting An Other
Clearly these are the pure wonders of truly.meeting an other (not just seeing another, communitating or reflecting, nor just liking or becoming friends, or lovers of some sort, or ...anything I have ever heard or known of as possible to happen). Truly meeting an other one from the whole of which I come from, of…
Trauma-house; Greenhouse Berlin
I have wild and insane and agravating memories from this so-called artisthouse. But now with the distance to that past chapter, the memories are funny, because I'm amazed that I had such a weird experience. Even the inspirations were weird as hell.
Being There “this is totally fiction” BEING PRESSENT in the now all the time!
I am almost surprised that he didn't title the story, "THIS IS TOTALLY FICTION" since for me it is so obvious what the story tells, which others have been killed for. But it is a beautiful movie. Incredible. And also, it seems rather obvious, to me at least, that it IS, A METAPHORIC STORY OF…