With the lifelong traveling life that I have lived, which eventually made me a freely globetrotting dancer among the stars (Lenny Kravitz, Metallica, Maxwell, and many others), with the amounts of experiences and growth, knowledge and so forth, ....honestly, the so called normal life becomes so very painfully boring and predictable, while I mostly also…
Island life, all Zen Parasol life
I do want my raw nature with the elegance of warm weather, surrounding me underneath my paradise personal shade again, live that life which I myself created, which happens to fuel my CREATIVITY AND JOY. SmilaZ parasol OBSESSIONthe personal parasol that decorate your hot sunny paradise life, with its fine micro-cut bamboo craft of art…
I’m going up to DENMARK
One of the next days I'll be going up to my "sister" in Denmark. She lives in a small town one hour from Aarhus on the Jylland part of Denmark. She meets nothing but bad company as she's an up to no good kind of person on her own. Life is harder in a different…
Spoiling Children Makes Them Weak
We all go in and out of states of being, where our ego due to suffering enough has swollen. In those times, when the ego is swollen, we are, roughly speaking, not of love but of selfpitty, which is as useless to everyone, and as selfdestructive to you and your everything, as the feeling of…
As The Sun Begins To Rise
July 25th, 2019 WARNING ! >>> Extremely Authentic << I wonder where all the time has gone!? Smoking joints/porros/spliffs just seems to plant its seed to give time light-speed! Why do we do this? And once I sleep ... the wake up is a heavy one, and I don't really wanna be social the next…
When we give in with or without ego at the wheel.
When we give in, as something have become too much for too long, naturally causing your system to become dysfunctional. Either you can't sleep, or can't wake up properly or both. You don't wanna be social, perhaps you don't even feel like going outside in the grey cold city winter scenery. Till eventually you don't…
Dismantling the feelings in writing
Going through every feeling, sensation, any tickle of any feeling, to figuring out some parts of what emotions are happening around and in writing. Whenever at any given time I think of it when I'm actually writing."What is it that I'm feeling right now here while writing." There are several things in it, from subject…
What is the real Purpose of negative/bad
To cut it out in big /make it black and white, to spell it out / feed it to you with a spoon, the purpose of negative/bad feeling whatever it may be, is realization.Love the negative.Feel grateful for Pain.Otherwise if you had an unnoticed cut, you'd bleed to death.From whatever negative/bad feeling anything, there is…
Duality is not all there is…
There is the one side of me that keeps suffering. ...all dogma, mainstream meaninglessness. Theres much too say about it, but for example most people can relate to working for money (instead of for the world, and for others). Everyone is slaving away for money because we accept to live like idiots. ... Like sheeple…
Profound Happiness
Personal experience about profound happiness, is apparently something everyone wants to know. And when I look around I guess I am extremely lucky, to have more than one of such experiences. Financial freedom and its independence always made me feel so good, being so free. But I have also felt wanting to give all of…