A Good Morning – in a bad world.

Very Typical Day In GermanyIt was a warm morning in a cold world. And even the sun was shining so bright and the sky was so blue.Within a few minutes conversations brought clouds, and sadness touched my heart, overwrote the healing sunlight.Wishing that my only friend in this world right here where I'm breathing in…

When Loving Helps You 2selfdestruct. 

...didn't even want to make love. And eventually he even wrote me a message saying that he just wants to fuck. I cried for hours like a waterfall, feeling physiclly as if it was twisting my heart and crushing my guts inside.  It felt like I'm the old one. ...a familiar feeling in this life,…