• Kant straße / Savigny platz, Berlin, D.

Though Right Now !

I’m moving down the road on Kantstr., from above and behind Schwartzes Cafe, just 1 bus stop down the road, away from being right around the corner, nearly facing Savigny Platz to the side.

Moving away from this cave-feeling-room life, of an otherwise 300+ square meter flat, but not good energy for me at all.

Was a cool experience (living with the founder of the mystic friday parties). But not the right environment for me. And the low ceilings uh!, (ok except for downstairs on the kitchen level) …low ceilings make me feel as if the house is resting on my head somehow!

It’s better for me to be alone now, and in a no smoking place. ..which is so good as well.

I will not miss the crooked walls either, (stealing most of the cool views). …giving me a tunel feeling.

I will only miss walking through a big space, and the views from so high up ….

A perfectly located rooftop flat of 300+ square meters, but where I just can’t really be totally free n relaxed, and really enjoy the space.

Because, for example, when I happened to check my mails on the phone in the kitchen, even thought everyone minds their own food and eating times, and totally minds each their own things (not even really cooking/eating together), I was told off for it. And on new years eve. I was literally sent to my room like a child for booking a last minute travel ticket, while everyone was just hanging in the kitchen drinking and smoking, each doing their own thing again.

I felt so speechless, insaulted ~ I felt disrespected in such a below me kind of way, and disappointed with my living situation again n again.

Sad and hurting over all and everything in my life at this time in general, I went up to my room, trying not to cry on new years night (even though I wasn’t at all celebrating in any way).

So it’s totally a cave-feeling life, being most of the time in this type of a room!

I will not miss this shrinking my energies cave-feeling one bit.

Time to stand up straight. Time to stand up tall, to grow my energies and expand again.

Moving down the road on Kantstr. Further away from the bio-shop, the Uhlandstr. and all this whole cafe/restaurant liveliness, and healthy spelt pizza. But it’s still only 2 blocks down the road, one bus stop further down the “bekanter Kantstrasse”.

But, slowly, without any car, and alone, just moving on the Kantstr. in Berlin, is what I’m doing. ….the whole week. ..little by little.

Starting out like this! HAHA.. On my own with all the small stuff and repacking the suitcase over and over. Full of chlothes, then pillows and blankets, then bedsheets, linen and towels, etc. and so on.

Sunday, the whole band will help with the big things and stuff from the storage.

Moving flats on Kantstr. In (dark energy) Berlin.

But, moving into this (more me) space. With high ceilings, where one can straighten up and widen ones energies.

Time to stand up straight. Time to feel open space all around me, without any ceiling resting in my head -feeling.

My New Home on Kantstr.
Finally a perfect place so me.