Throughout life I've noticed too many, much to many times, how the human feeling nature functions more naturally, aside all what we have learned of wrong lessons. It keeps peeking through many things we do. We are at our own basis of our very own nature, originally not driven by success, money and material. And…
Spoiling Children Makes Them Weak
We all go in and out of states of being, where our ego due to suffering enough has swollen. In those times, when the ego is swollen, we are, roughly speaking, not of love but of selfpitty, which is as useless to everyone, and as selfdestructive to you and your everything, as the feeling of…
As The Sun Begins To Rise
July 25th, 2019 WARNING ! >>> Extremely Authentic << I wonder where all the time has gone!? Smoking joints/porros/spliffs just seems to plant its seed to give time light-speed! Why do we do this? And once I sleep ... the wake up is a heavy one, and I don't really wanna be social the next…
Adjust Body For Your Seeping issues
You've tried everything you could find, just to get a grip of your sleeping issues, and besides the harmful sleeping pills like benzos, nothing seems to really be effective enough. But, could there be another way, a way to trick things so you get enough sleep!? ...perhaps I'm not the only one who found a…
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Going to different corners of my mind I thought of all the places, I thought of her, I thought of him, I thought of anywhere, and even anyone with whom, I ever felt fine I thought of anyone I could, with whom I simply ever felt good I thought of whoever of everyone that understood Goin…
Figure out why
Ok, wait a minute here, ... no doubt that I am so lucky with so many things, and I am absolutely grateful for the person I am, ever was and have become. …blabla…have grown much more than I though would even be possible. I'm not even sure if I ever even thought about it. Nevermind…
Ann-Carina
She was 8 and I was 9. We were both in the after-school place. I was still pretty new there, but playing with playmobile stuff with some unmemorable-to-me friend, and we had pretty much just begun, as Ann-Carina arrived with a girlfriend who was asking us, if they could play along. We both accepted the…
I don’t know if she will be sad
DANIELA, .... full of lies, and going on about herself all the time. If you then eventually talk about you of something that matters, then she rapidly finds something to distract herself if not both of you with. When she gets a real chance to be a good friend she shows that she is not.…
Unforgiving ~ Self-punishment
It is about who you are. Not about anything that happened. As i have said before in some previous article, being there for someone through their hardest times, is an honor. Now I want to add, that it is a bigger honor than being there with them when they acheive their greates praise, or get…
Oh my love… Where is it… Is it you!?
I as well do wanna be able to spend some days on my own sometimes. I who generally drift away writing or creating something, I know that if I loved someone who happened to be writing as I do. I would be using their writings to get closer to what's going on inside their mind…