The New SuperMoon in Gemini, With The Power Of Us Three.
Beautiful spot of stunning nature in Tierpark Berlin. Sharing our stories and feelings, while feeling the cleansing energies of the light. As weird as it may sound.
As we were talking I realised several things about all different situations. One was a mystical dream I had about my grandMother, which stayed with me in my mind. I was questioning why I experienced her being as if stuck in a place that was like an old lounge restaurant hotel-lobby and bar, all in one. And at some point she took of her right shoe and showed me a big hole she had under her foot.
As the 3 of us were there in the park, it suddenly dawned on me, that I so often felt like our dog Sheebee was like my grandMother, so gentle, careful, sensotive, elegant, lovely, silly and sweet. …somehow kind of the same character.
Earlier that same day, my ex had written to me, saying that it was now Sheebee’s last day. As it dawned on me how the dream fit; Sheebee had cancer in her right leg, starting under her foot, where it was a huge open flesh thing, when her cancer had come back, that’s where it began.
I had collected dandelion roots, cleaned cut and dehydrated them, for making tea for Sheebee, to cure her cancer. Her caretaker had enough for about a month, and I went to Denmark. About 2 months later I returned for a while and sah her. Now the upen flesh thing was almost gone, and she was clearly better, but her leg was swollen. So I knew it was not over. I kept saying we should order the extract for her, so it would be stronger, and that obviously she needed much more of this treatment.
But somehow my pledges were not really heard.
I knew that my ex would wanna give her the death-help injection, once he’d be back from Thailand, and yeah… aparently now it was gonna happen. So I thought oh shit, I wanna be there tomorrow for that, and guide her into the light. Because I suddenly felt that my dream of my grandMother was connected with Sheebee somehow. Maybe she was a soulpart of my grandMother somehow. What do I know!? But it felt strongly like that, suddenly all making sense in this weird way. So I wanted to make sure that this soul would not get stuck again.
I picked up the phone to write to my ex, that I want to be there with her tomorrow. But as I opened WhatsApp, I saw there was a message from him, saying that she was now gone or so. I had understood it like it would be tomorrow. …and almost felt the loos feeling, the missed train feeling, but then I rembered that I can reach her in the spirit world, through my imagination.
So today I went to the little bit of park over here on Savigny platz, grounded myself on the grass and found Sheebee. She was next to my grandMother. And as I filled them both with light and love, cleansing and healing them, Sheebee started rolling around, all happy inside her ball of light.
Sounds all crazy. But I find it interesting how I start out with using my vivid imagination, and then I’m shown some unexpected bits as well. Wow.
Ive only started doing this meditative stuff recently. It started out iwth this strong feeling to cut energetic chords with someone in particular. And I realize that I can easily get into a meditative state, by having a specifik good intention. Then once I’m there, once I’m in this state, once I am actually doing this meditation stuff, then I can stay there longer, and I even get inspired. And I can feel the differences afterwards.
So now I do this almost every day. Can be just to fill all of my being with light, to cleanse and heal on all levels and in all dimentions, and amplify my strenght and well being.
It feels right. It feels good.
And since The new SuperMoon in Gemini, is a time of truth surfacing, old issues and traumas to be dealt with and released, an a wishes come true time, as well as other good things, I guess it was a perfect day for Sheebee to have gotten her freedom on.