Dream Realistically (text not edited yet)

Personally in feel something like, I just wanna get out, similar to the saying "Stop the planet i wanna get off!" ...so maybe the title here really should have been; "SmilaZ Today! More Far Out Than Yesterday" It surely is too short to even call it a sentence, but it's not the length that sets…

Oh Please!!! Enough Now

I feel beat up and all hurting, I'm sore in every way. I feel disconnected, like an alien who is not understood, nevermind even heard, not Respected, not cherished nor appreciated. Rather more like an extra wheel in the way, every day since a long time.... I've been kicked in the gut, but instead of…

SOS • MaydayMayday!!!

Was feeling tortured with countless small traumas having become too many. Came down here feeling not only heartbroken but also as if guts broken inside.  I managed, my cousins bad way of taking my state of feeling, very well though.  Crazy; first pressuring me to relax and unwind on commando, then accusing me of lying,…