There is the one side of me that keeps suffering. …all dogma, mainstream meaninglessness. Theres much too say about it, but for example most people can relate to working for money (instead of for the world, and for others).
Everyone is slaving away for money because we accept to live like idiots. … Like sheeple or rats in a wheel, which for us is really like a loup.
You never get out of a loup.
When you win you can be sure you will loose equally as well. Somehow and/or at some point or some level.

And then there is, as well, the other side of me, which keeps traveling. This side even keeps searching, and keeps digging, keeps analysing, discovering, learning, finding truth, even gradually recognising it being hidden in the open everywhere. This side keeps advancing, understanding, expanding, growing.

But these two sides live as one in me. And as they are combined, together they make more than two sides, more than duality.

I look at you, but see you with my inner eye as well. There are so many sides to everything, even to you. I hear what you speak, but your whole being says so much more than that what you speak, and even as well often something totally else than you even realize.

I reach the point where words are poor now all the time, more and more. Or so it seems!?

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SmilaZ