It seems that it should be natural for every being, to be able to say...No-one can tell me when to feel what. No-one can command the nature of feeling the attraction between two like clockwork. Unless perhaps you aim for after or even during a woman's period, and then still! Everybody ticks a bit differently,…
Dear Diary, I’m Re-recognising My Life
Re-recognising My Life. My life has always set itself apart from the general. It's always been strange in that way. Since before I turned six, I'd run into that other children typically either didn't believe what I was telling about or couldn't relate to whatever I said, and would shockingly to me respond with anger.…
Science Is As Poor From The Tyranny, As The Masses
Science keeps claiming that it knows we can not have any real memory before the age of 3-4 years old. While I have several memories from before then, which happen to prove that it is simply just a matter of impression on the little one. If the impression of a moment is big enough, that…
“Mila” A POEM OF 2005
MILA I don't use my life to win respect I live to find the answers I don't play the game to win over you I'm in the game to see what you will do Dance to shake your spirit free Not because you want me to see Copyright ©Slavomila Zachova /SmilaZ
The Best Love 24/7
It was literally 24/7 and it had nothing to do with sex. It had not even anything to do with being best at the time. I grew up always having a best friend, even as I became a globetrotter I'd meet someone who then became my best friend. And the development of such a friendship…
Truth Too Far Out To Believe!?
As a kid I wondered alot about why my human family/my species would be selfdestructive. I had to make sense of it, somehow find an answer. Knowing nothing of politics and such, I concluded that it could only be some other influence, that is either confusing things or purposely tricking my humans. Because we humans…
Irresponsible Species In Space ~ISIS
Unwise and Doomed. A disconnected species without enough wisdom to manage their own planet, and that even though it is the garden of abundance itself! ...they have nothing to seek in space. Untill they come to their full senses and wisdom, they best stay home on their planet. But for the same reason they have…
Covid/Corona Application WARNING /🇩🇪WARNUNG!
2020 / 2021 Notizen. (Deutsche Text unten) 2020 / 2021 Notes. Saving (and SHARING as this journal is ONLINE) a German note here, about the Corona-App/Covid App., The German note below is explaining how on the sidelines, this Covid app is also the perfect tool for kidnapping children, as it allows access to track and…
Noticing My Obsession
It's interesting how I'm noticing the whole time, where all my writing keeps going. It looks like some obsession, and it feels full of urgency. But then I like the idea, that if something is urgent, then a sane human would become as if obsessed till the task is done, or till the issue has…
Gone From Planet Depression
I was all depressed, aparently all beat up. And I was still expecting to be in Germany or close, when this lady reminding me of my grandMother, came and said "I don't know where you come from, but here, you just have to be Your Best, because we take care of everything, and in that…