We all go in and out of states of being, where our ego due to suffering enough has swollen. In those times, when the ego is swollen, we are, roughly speaking, not of love but of selfpitty, which is as useless to everyone, and as selfdestructive to you and your everything, as the feeling of…
As The Sun Begins To Rise
July 25th, 2019 WARNING ! >>> Extremely Authentic << I wonder where all the time has gone!? Smoking joints/porros/spliffs just seems to plant its seed to give time light-speed! Why do we do this? And once I sleep ... the wake up is a heavy one, and I don't really wanna be social the next…
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Going to different corners of my mind I thought of all the places, I thought of her, I thought of him, I thought of anywhere, and even anyone with whom, I ever felt fine I thought of anyone I could, with whom I simply ever felt good I thought of whoever of everyone that understood Goin…
Figure out why
Ok, wait a minute here, ... no doubt that I am so lucky with so many things, and I am absolutely grateful for the person I am, ever was and have become. …blabla…have grown much more than I though would even be possible. I'm not even sure if I ever even thought about it. Nevermind…
Ann-Carina
She was 8 and I was 9. We were both in the after-school place. I was still pretty new there, but playing with playmobile stuff with some unmemorable-to-me friend, and we had pretty much just begun, as Ann-Carina arrived with a girlfriend who was asking us, if they could play along. We both accepted the…
When we give in with or without ego at the wheel.
When we give in, as something have become too much for too long, naturally causing your system to become dysfunctional. Either you can't sleep, or can't wake up properly or both. You don't wanna be social, perhaps you don't even feel like going outside in the grey cold city winter scenery. Till eventually you don't…
Dismantling the feelings in writing
Going through every feeling, sensation, any tickle of any feeling, to figuring out some parts of what emotions are happening around and in writing. Whenever at any given time I think of it when I'm actually writing."What is it that I'm feeling right now here while writing." There are several things in it, from subject…
Duality is not all there is…
There is the one side of me that keeps suffering. ...all dogma, mainstream meaninglessness. Theres much too say about it, but for example most people can relate to working for money (instead of for the world, and for others). Everyone is slaving away for money because we accept to live like idiots. ... Like sheeple…
My word is my wand
Nourished into your highest being.
Gratitude & Good Vibes
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